I really just blog things I love or find beautiful. I am an artist of all mediums and am always looking for inspiration.
"and i can't help but be grateful for everyday of my stupid little life."
rockstreetcoop asked: Going for my re-financing today. Nervous as all hell. Hoping you are okay with your job. I've not heard from you so I take that as you being busy. Hope I am right. Hope you are well Crystal. ~ peace and, if you see this in time, wish me luck
keeping my fingers crossed Hon! and I am super busy with work. I need the loot so I’m letting them give me whatever hours they can. took a good three weeks to really get settled in and I feel like an actual cook now. as soon as I can I’m coming up for a few days for some rrest and relaxation!! I miss you my friend hope this finds you and Picasso well :)
And everytime a random number calls me I hope when I answer it’s you.. but it never is..
Its extremely belittling to not even acknowledge that I’m alive and that I’m begging you to just talk to me and explain why this is happening.
How can things go over night from what they were to what they are now?
Fuck this.
Fuck you for doing this.
Fuck.
I got a job today! I start on Friday and its a catering company, I’ve never done catering before. I’m super excited to start! My starting pay is going to be anywhere from 13-15 dollars an hour, I’ve never made that much cooking before, and Eric, the executive chef, said ill probably be able to get overtime if I want the hours so I plan on working my ass off all summer. Ill be able to pay off my debt and even save money! Not a bad day at all if I do say so myself. Dad brought me goodies from Providence to celebrate my job, yummy bread from Tony’s and expensive cheese. Also canoli cake and Oreo cake! ^-^
And after everything I still find myself wishing you were here But your not and you broke every fucking promise you made me. And I foolishly believed you meant what you said. And now I’m stuck here reliving every fucking second I had with you. This hurts..
